im writing for myself, and to my self, but i do it here cause it might inspire someone, or open up some topics.
This is just my trip,trough my mind and heart. The last weeks have been wierd. Very wierd. Now i dream about my next day, and those dreams seems to hang on all day. Well i forget them sometimes, but suddenly there is a clue, or cue,and it all comes back. And more often now, i remember that ive dreamt those things that are triggering my memory. coincidenses...i can go with that, even though they are gettin more and more spesific.
it seems to bleed over to others, or they are just experiencing the same things as me. Could also be coincidenses but hey, it seems to have a pattern,(says the paranoid). Idont know any more,or maybe i do. Sometimes i feel too open minded, and feel easy to manipulate. but that isnt a feeling, its a thought. hmm or is it?
yeah i am rabling away in a messy way, and fu** grammar...hehe.
Now, here,this is downright mindblowing, i can see how too mutch knowlegde is a challenge, not that i have too mutch...hehe, let me explain, i went out one night, watching the stars. It was a clear night. There is soo mutch darkness, and soo many stars, and all those stars are light, suns, heat. But the most mindblowing is the distances. Its like its made for us to never see more of the space. I feel its a direct reason for this design. Maybe im wrong. But its strange to be stuck on a planet and watch aaaaall that space, not avalible to me. So if i didnt knew this about the suns and distances, it wouldnt be so mindblowing. hmm.
Guess that i end this for now, with a theory. What if all the mysteries in the universe is made to make us evolve?