Dear People of this World,



We are almost too late, too late to save ourselves by saving what we are. We are one with nature in all possible ways. We are GOD, all of us living things! Together we are this planet which is water for the biggest part.



There is no conspiracy from our governments; they are mislead too.

There are no UFO’s, there is what you see, what WE see.

And we are seeing wrong.

We think ourselves so much, we human beings.

We think much… Continue

Thanks for the tip to play this enlighting game, I tried but do not understand one bit of it. I am not enlightened, I am no beautifull human being, I am being taken over by I do not know what but it has been in and around me for quite some time now. I reached this state of concience by love and sex, simple as that. I loved someone so much that I gave myself away to him, all of it, forgot to keep something for myself but that is logical because I still don't know what is self, never… Continue

Well, yesterday I thought I was going to die but hey, that wasn't the first time... When you go through your stages of concieness you should remember to always end with inhaling and not exhaling because otherwise you choose to die. I have been wanting to choose to die but hey, there are them who want me dead and that has woken the puber in me and so: if I have to die I won't, just to give some s*** back for all the s*** I went through to try and be a good person. Wow, what nonsense.

Today… Continue

For the past year and a half I have tried to write, write about what the f*** is happening to me that scares me so much and why I keep thinking it should be so beautiful that it IS beautiful as I long as I can stay positive, doesn't turn around the moment something pops up in my so confused mind.

Am I just stupid and really let the devil in without understanding? This is not possible, my mind keeps telling me, there is no God or Devil from heaven and hell, that has just been told to me… Continue